Before you attack me about me absence, I wanna reason myself for not posting on my blog nor on my channel, first of all exams are coming this week so I'm trying to put more effort in my studies this semester, and second we had this stupid French project, which was basically a video in which we talk about racism, after all this happened I felt bad for not posting so I decided to do a quick and pray to not lose my followers.

So today I wanted to show you this ootd which is more grunge than cute , more like my style.

so I've not been posting, it's because we have a stupid French project in which we need to make a video.

 you may think like "oh yeah that's so easy" yeah so easy especially when you work with people that don't know how to work in a group (notice the sarcasm?) with the stress of the exams' date is approaching, we finally made the video.

 I was satisfied only the sound was a bit rubbish because of my crappy laptop, I already explained to them that the sound might come out really bad, and they were kind of okay with it.

 but then my friend presented hers and it was amazing, so they blamed my laptop, I mean yeah it was bad but don't go pointing your fingers at me if I did most of the work, if I wrote and printed the whole project, if I did whatever pleased you, while you only had to record your voice without even syncing it with the actual video! 

but anyways I wanted to get something off my chest and this blog is my only escape.

if you have something you're angry about please tell me in the comments I promise I will read every single one :) 

                                                             Byeeeeeeeeeee

                                                                                                Dee                      

If you're a Melanie Martinez's fan then you could recognize this album, yep I fell in love with it as soon as I listened to it, and guess what I'm listening to right now,okay maybe I'm a little obsessed, this song (crybaby) reminded me of how I cry easily,like any word can hurt me like hell because words hurt more than physical harming because they sting especially if they're true like the word fat is beyond rude to say, I just get disgusted when people can say it easily like its nothing while I'm on the other side laught it off but it still hurts, guess what happens after they leave, yep I touch my face to find it wet.

the problem with my tears that if they're already coming out than there will be no way to stop them and the worse thing that you can't hide them because they come out like river.

 last time I cried when I was called to the principal's office for litterally not paying attention to what the manager said like WTF, call me a crybaby but I cried like there's no tomorrow, I still didn't say sorry ha! in your face rude 'too faced' manager (get it too faced? too much makeup? okay I will go) .

So tell me do you cry easily like me or you can hold the tears if you can please teach me pleaseeeeeeeee.

                                                                               Dee