So as you may know I had my finals this week and I was stressed out (top reference ;) ) 'til the point I couldn't sleep much nor post as I usually do at night, that explains my long absence.

But I'm back now! okay not 100 percent back because next week I will have the final exams to pass middle school and go to highschool.

I can't believe I'm already moving to highschool at the age of 13, I look like an elf with my really short height.

And people will defiently make fun of it since you find giants in highschool *shudders*

But anyways I just wanted to do an update on what's going on in my life and inform you the huge stock of posts coming your way.

If you aren't subscribed to my youtube channel you wouldn't know that I made my videos private.

Now I don't have a lame excuse like I got bored or making videos is so hard because it depends on quality content.

It's because people found out about it and now they mock me at school, make fun of me and some even threatened me to send them to my brothers.

You might think "if they send them to your brothers so what?", The thing is here in Algeria, youtube channels aren't so popular maybe in the capital but not in small villages like mine.

Only few will understand including my best friends. And here if you post pictures of yourself on any social media evil villains will photoshop it to make it more 'inappropriate' and send it to your family.

Now this became popular and many people still do it.

Even though they can't photoshop videos, they can make up lies as to say "she makes inappropriate content" and "many guys are commenting about her body" or other false sentences.

I don't like this crap, that's why I made my channel in English so our stupid people don't understand it.

I hope you understand my situation but don't worry I'll still make videos but I'll only post them here in this blog.

And wait up  for an amazing collab with my bestfriend.

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We've all been in that particular situation where we just want to rip our hair from our heads because of these nightmares we call exams.

 Not just the fear of failing causes this stress but also the fear of the disappointed faces you face and the stress your family and friends put on you as if you'll bring honor.

That's why the majority of us are in the same circle of stressing.

How to avoid it? well some of these helped me get over some stress but it's still rooted there.

1-Be positive: I know it's hard to be positive in this kind of situation but don't bring negative thoughts to your brain like "what if I fail my exams?" or "my life will get ruined if I fail".

2- Don't press yourself: you're probably one of the people over doing themselves just because this exam is 50 percent your grade doesn't mean you should lock yourself in your room all week and study, just take small breaks, watch tv for 10 min max or walk around the house. Pressing will only cause in headaches and will not help the information seep into your brain.

3- It's not the end of the world: even if you fail don't crawl in a ball and cry just know there's always a second chance to prove yourself and who knows maybe you'll do even better.

4- Share your feelings: bottling all the stress will only increase the possibility of breaking down during an exam so why don't you share what you are feeling about these exams with your friends, if they're the same grade they'll understand and in sort of a way that'll comfort you, trust me.

5- Deep breaths: or in another way meditating is also helpful in getting rid of stress since it focuses on clearing your mind, taking deep breaths if you feel obnoxious during the exam will be also helpful.

That was it! I hope these tips were some kind of helpful, I tried to be original and not steal from other websites, that explains why they are a bit simple and crappy.

Can you believe that spotify nor netflix are available in my country? like how in the actual hell  I am supposed to live. Much dramatic? yeah I know.

But anyways, today I wanted to share a glimpse of my music taste with you my dear readers, which consists of three genres: alternative, rock and pop? (does Melanie's music count as pop?)

So here's a list of my top 20 songs:

Dance, Dance.

Fall out boy

Lane Boy

Twenty øne Piløts

Mad Hatter

Melanie Martinez a.k.a: QUEEEEN!

 I write sins not tragedies

Panic! at the disco

Undead

Teenagers
Welcome to the black parade
The sharpest lives

My chemical romance

P.S: sorry couldn't choose one.

Milk and Cookies

Melanie Martinez

The death of a bachelor

Panic! at the disco

Psycho

Muse

Teen Idle

Marina and the diamonds

Numb

Linkin Park

Last damn night

Elle king

We don't have to dance

Andy black

Fairly local

Twenty øne Piløts

Fools 

Troye Sivan

Castle

Halsey

Ignorance

New Americana

Halsey

 Now

Paramore

Wild

Troye Sivan








P.S: Please don't be angry that I didn't choose your favorite artist or did not put him/her in the top 3 because it was as hard as choosing between your children, I litterally put mcr at 18 before.